Diario de BabyYin, 28 jul. 12

I've been haveing a hard time lately. I've been really depressed and when I am I eat baked goods so i've gained. Withplanning the wedding and the lady that is makeing our cake fighting with me over what I want and she thinks it's ugly. The thing is she's a client and friend and is going it for free. Plus I worry if anyone will show up. I've never been invited to any parties in my life and every time i've tried to do something with anyone they cancel or stood me up every time. People are telling me we don't deserve a wedding just go to the court house. I've never had a wedding and i've dreamt of marrying him since 1979. I want one. The stress besides gaining lbs. i've lost sight in my right eye from swelling in it. I need to get out of my funk i'm back up to some of my fat clothes. I feel blaa

121,6 kg Disminuído hasta ahora: 39,5 kg.    Aún para ir: 8,2 kg.    Dieta seguida: No Aplica.