Diario de KayBuckaroo, 30 nov. 20

Lol that's how I felt when I weighed in this morning Kay.😅 

I feel you! I had a carb binge over the weekend .... oops.  

Oh yes I’ve been living on pie and potatoes so I am by no means surprised just still horrified 

My sentiments exactly! Up 1.6 

My first reaction to the scale this morning was "that figures!" I like your word better. 

C’mon Sassy Girl You can do it!!! Just thinking about pie and potatoes makes me gain pounds 😂 so I understand how much temptation that is to enjoy them But for you and baby to be you have to get your healthy lifestyle eating back on course Please just shake it off and don’t look back but only to your happy future We love you and your beautiful family 🙋🏻‍♀️💕😊🙏🏻 

Working on it now 😌 My hyperemesis returned with a vengeance 😣 So, I’m back to poor appetite. Not fun to have daily nausea as a recovered bulimic 😶So I’m constantly trying to get on top of my morning sickness which is at night too 🥴 Trying a stronger med tomorrow. Hey at least I’m not too thin, trying to get this baby to term. Plenty of stock to give to my growing baby, plus I still have averaged a few days of under 1500 cal. That’s my all-time worst case of nausea. I’m still eating a fair amount. And it’s been a talent I possess to resist becoming physically ill.😑 It is the absolute worst feeling for me, nausea. I’m hot, then cold, my heart races, so I’m basically just trying to get by minute to minute. I think I’ve gotten through this in previous pregnancies by eating n o n s t o p 🛑 I pushed through my discomfort with food. I’m not doing anything like that this pregnancy, and I’m in fact more ill than the other babies so maybe an age thing. Any way, I’m sure it will be a long 4 months before I have my baby. My goal is to maintain my weight and not b l o w u p. I’m just going to have to stay focused. I can slip into the disorder and then there’s a problem before I can fight it. I’m not going to give up on my recovery and I’m going to fight excessive weight gain. I’m going to make good choices for the big picture. I want to get into my bathing suits next year and I’m due in April. That’s a good goal.